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[I]s Currently: Byoki Desu... [F]eeling: Confused [E]ating: Orange Pieces Last couple weeks was... how to put it... interesting I guess. Everything went by in a blur, stopping at certain times, but then off again at a breakneck speed. But finally with the last-minute exams over, Spring Break Reigns Supreme!! (Ok... that sounded like Iron Chef or something... o.o) Lots of stuff to be done lol.
Later... Someone just told me something, and I don't know what to do or say. The transition is a giant leap forward from where we were. Would I even be able to reply by tomorrow? I did promise that I would answer the statement. So many things to think about. How do you know that you're being true to yourself and not just lying to make the other person happy? How do you know if your feelings for that person is real, and not a facade? Is that even the person I know who is stating the truth? It has happened to me before, but I got over it. But it has repeated itself, and my feelings that I have locked away has broken from its chains. That's why feelings and life are confusing. But would there be a way to understand life? Is there even a solution to this incident and life? If I say no to this person, would this person go back into their old ways and cause me to feel guilty that it was my fault that I enforced it upon this individual? If I say yes, would I be lying to myself because of my unsureness? I hope to have it figured out by tomorrow. And I hope I will find the solution to it soon, and not be confused by it at all in the end. |
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